Sabtu, 13 Januari 2018

Times fly... 2013-2018

Three years has been passed since my last update on this blog...
Many things happened in my life... and I think u all too.
Nowdays I realize that grey area always there on every bodies life... not only on teenager but also for us who has been passed the teenage life.

I'm still doing my private lesson teacher for right now... and another job I do is wedding organizer. I reached my goal which setted on 2013 (this is the reason why im still alive until this day lol) And many things which I never think about it...happened on my life.

My preview on 2014... I didn't set any goals for my life... I was a robot on that year. I just worked for get many cash... cash for life...cash for many things.. because cash... things that make me broke up with my ex. Lol.

My preview on 2015... still the same... no goals has been setted on that year too. I'm becoming a coward... the one ho scared to set the target for life... its happened because all my priority of life has been changed after losing my precious one.

But... 2015 hasn't finished yet.... as I said... many good and bad happened on my life. But still I have Mighty Creators that always give hope in my life. What u never expected... comes to ur life. And what u ever expected... that wont ever come sometimes.
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Time running... and right now 2018 ^-^
And has been... hmmm... i think aroun 5 years hasnt been posted anything in this blog... and i want to try to continue this post which been hold for... 5 years 😄.

Ok... what has been done in the past... all happened .. i cant remember each scene of my life... but i want to share some big moment in my life.

Why did i say big??? Because 2 of my "Dreams" happened in 2017 😁😁😁

Start of 2017, i have no big resolution for my life in this year. The year started as same as another... but ive got a BIG HANDS... and what i didnt predicted, it happened!

I started my dream after i graduated from high school. Some of dreams was really imposible i thought in that time. One of my dream that would be no sense is going to Japan. But life talked different then the sense. When He said that possible... so it would be happen anytime. And it happened in February 2017. I was going to Japan.. and the best part of these is... i enjoyed the snow in hokkaido. 😄


Surprised didnt stop in that moment... in the end of 2017 .. december 2017, another dream comes true. I can take my mother to go to holiday abroad.


All the dreams which has been come true.. it is not because of my power... or my greatness but its because His grace.
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Now... the begining of 2018 ... i have made a big decission in my life. I still afraid and dont know what should i do to make it happen... but once more... i have Mighty Hands that wont be doing nothing when i needed.
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What happened in our life ... all because of Him ... human's job is doing our best for our life.. when it didnt happen .. dont be discouraged... because He prepared another for u... and whats been prepared is not the good one..  but the best one for ur life